Hey baby.
Yesterday was 6 weeks hunny. Six weeks since you last wrapped your arms around me in a bear hug. Six weeks since I drove you to that job in Lafayette. Six weeks since we had our last meal together in Mel's Diner. Our last date.
I cannot believe that time has flown by so quickly. I feel like it was just yesterday! I'm so lonesome without you here. I miss you so stinkin' much! Your smile. Your laugh. Your smell. Your everything! I miss you!
I went to see my counselor today. He told me that he wants me to do a few things this week. The first thing is that he wants me to sign up for a Yoga class. He also wants me to create some crafts. Do something crafty. I already have something in mind. And the third thing is that he wants me to do a 54321 technique every morning and every night. Well, okay then.
After my counselor appointment, I went and had lunch with Dana, Donis, and Johnanne at Chicken Salad Chick. Then I drove to school to pick up the girls for their piano lesson. Well, one of them forgot and I ended up coming all the way home to get her. I got here before the bus. Whew!
We went to eat at Sombrero's after. I need to stop doing that. I'm spending way too much money on eating out instead of cooking. But I can't seem to make myself cook. That was your thing. The kitchen was your domain. I feel so out of place in there. I can scramble and egg and fix oatmeal and that's all I have the energy to do. I'm so sorry that I've let you down again. I know how you were about saving the money. I know I need to. I'll have to eventually. God I miss you!
Love,
Sunshine
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